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Episode 42 – The Healing Journey

Episode 42 – The Healing Journey

In this episode, I share a realistic look at what healing from narcissistic abuse. It isn’t all unicorns and rainbows once you leave the abuse. The real work starts when it’s just you and your demons at night. How do you cope? How does that coping strategy...
Episode 41 – What Comes Next … (part 5)

Episode 41 – What Comes Next … (part 5)

In this finale episode of my personal journey of abuse and healing, I share what happens when you leave a family cult and narcissistic parent, how long it takes to start putting the pieces of yourself together, and what to reasonably expect in the beginning of your...
Episode 40 – Getting Out (Part 4)

Episode 40 – Getting Out (Part 4)

CW: abuse, narcissism, trauma, cults In the final part of my story, I share the circumstances and glimmers I received that helped push me to finally leave the family cult I was raised in. I relate the story of the final straw that broke my back and how I was able to...
Episode 39 – Apart, but Together (Part 3)

Episode 39 – Apart, but Together (Part 3)

TW, CW: suicide, abuse, narcissism, cults This is part 3 of my story of leaving the cult of my narcissistic mother. In this episode, I share my post medical school experience, how I realized that medicine wasn’t for me but still having a tie to my mother that made me...
Episode 38 – Something Isn’t Right Here (Part 2)

Episode 38 – Something Isn’t Right Here (Part 2)

TW, CW: Suicide, abuse, narcissism, cults This is part 2 of my story of living and leaving a single family cult. In this episode, I dive into my preteen and teenage years where I experienced crippling depression and anxiety, the growing realization that my experience...
Episode 37 – Being Born Into a Family Cult

Episode 37 – Being Born Into a Family Cult

How do you know you’re in a cult when you’ve been born into it? This episode is the first in a series where I break down my experience of growing up in a family cult led by my malignant narcissistic mother. In a society where mothers are both exalted and...